Worrisome Thoughts

Yesterday, David brought me flowers. They were the prettiest colors of pink and purple.

We were sitting in the car getting ready to go shop. He mentioned something about that he would want to be in the navy instead, but the nearest naval base is super far from us. He would want to be captain. I was like, NOO... if it sinks then you have to go down with the ship. (I was getting that from the movie, Titanic. I have no idea how it works or anything about the navy). He told me that I probably should prefer him being in the navy than the army. I guess since the army is more high risk? I have no idea what he meant by that. I looked at him and didn't say anything. He could just tell that I was worried about something. He told me that he couldn't promise that he wasn't ever going to leave, but he wasn't going to leave anytime soon. About an hour after he said that, the girl in me kicked in and started to worry overanalyze. I wondered if he meant deployment or just being in a relationship with me. After we got back to place and was watching Glee, he could tell that I had the worried face. I told him that I would worry about him if he left. He said that's something you face when you are involved with someone in the military. I told him that I know, but it still doesn't change the fact that I'll still worry and want to keep him safe.