bah-humbug!
Current mood: cynical
Don't let this blog fool you, this has been a super great year. Everything has seemed to went my way. Can't wait to see what 2008 has in store!
I really can't wait until this week is over. This is the last week of school, and I am so glad. Next week is finals. Hopefully, I will have A's and B's. Just whatever. I am such an extreme procrastinator. I have a bunch of stuff that needs to be turned in. Plus, I still have to find a place to do my internship by December 7.
I am really not looking forward to the holidays. I never do look forward to them. I really do not enjoy the holidays. About the only holiday I enjoy is Halloween. I love being someone else for the night and dressing up. Guess that is why I like being an actress. I am not looking for to Christmas. I am most definitely, absolutely, positively not looking forward to New Year's Eve. I don't know why that is. That is just how it has been. I just am not in the Christmas spirit. I don't see how anyone can be when it was Halloween and Christmas carols were playing in all the stores.
Things aren't always as they seem. You have assumptions about why something is or whatever. Later on, you realize it wasn't what you thought at all. It was actually not as bad as you pictured it. I sort of gave up something for something else. Neither which worked out at this moment. I know soon everything will work out, at least in one situation.
If you knew how something was going to end up, would you regret doing it altogether?
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Gravity
Gravity
Sara Bareilles
Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile. When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're
everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.
You're on to me, you're on to me and all over…
Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.
Sara Bareilles
Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile. When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're
everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.
You're on to me, you're on to me and all over…
Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.
Friday, November 23, 2007
Black Friday Eve
Seriously, I can't believe I actually got to watch Grey's Anatomy tonight. I mean, I got to watch it on the night it comes on. That hasn't happened in two months or more. I always have to watch the episodes on the internet to catch up. Two more weeks, the second part of the two-parter will air. I am so excited.
I have less than a week to study and prepare for the LSAT. There will no way I will be ready in time. I always can take it in February. It is just so hard when you are going to school, working, wanting to have a social life, and then trying to prepare for the LSAT.
I really do not know if I want to become a lawyer or not. I honestly want to be famous. I always have. I want to be a singer/actress. I need something that I will enjoy during the meantime that pays a lot. End of story.
I am so afraid I won't get everything finished before the semester ends. I just have next week and that's it. The following week is finals. I really don't have any tests. My finals are either papers or take-home exams. I'm really not worried about it. I just need to set up my internship before the semester is over. ASAP.
I can't wait to go back to Lexington. I love spending my time there. It is where I truly belong, well for right now. I am going back on November 30. I take the LSAT on December 1. I may still be in Lexington, on December 2, depending if I have to work. I am also going back to Lexington for the STASH premiere. I'm excited. It looks really good, and I have been looking forward to seeing it for quite some time.
This year has been the best ever! I can only hope 2008 will be even better! 2008 is going to be my year!
BTW, thanks for those who sent me Thanksgiving messages : )
I have less than a week to study and prepare for the LSAT. There will no way I will be ready in time. I always can take it in February. It is just so hard when you are going to school, working, wanting to have a social life, and then trying to prepare for the LSAT.
I really do not know if I want to become a lawyer or not. I honestly want to be famous. I always have. I want to be a singer/actress. I need something that I will enjoy during the meantime that pays a lot. End of story.
I am so afraid I won't get everything finished before the semester ends. I just have next week and that's it. The following week is finals. I really don't have any tests. My finals are either papers or take-home exams. I'm really not worried about it. I just need to set up my internship before the semester is over. ASAP.
I can't wait to go back to Lexington. I love spending my time there. It is where I truly belong, well for right now. I am going back on November 30. I take the LSAT on December 1. I may still be in Lexington, on December 2, depending if I have to work. I am also going back to Lexington for the STASH premiere. I'm excited. It looks really good, and I have been looking forward to seeing it for quite some time.
This year has been the best ever! I can only hope 2008 will be even better! 2008 is going to be my year!
BTW, thanks for those who sent me Thanksgiving messages : )
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Ever Ever After
Ever ever after
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away
Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Everever ever after
(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh, for ever ever after
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away
Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Everever ever after
(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh, for ever ever after
Thursday, November 1, 2007
I've Come to Realize...
1. I've come to realize that, my ex is: well, it depends on which one we are talking about.
2. I've come to realize that, I talk: constantly.
3. I've come to realize that, love: doesn't exist.
4. I've come to realize that, I have: only 29 days until I take the LSAT.
5. I've come to realize that, I lost: my motivation.
6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when: things don't go my way, but the majority of the time, they usually do ; ) Other than that, when I have a bad hair day.
7. I've come to realize that, my job is: sucky, but it gives me money.
8. I've come to realize that, Marriage is: scary as hell. Just a piece of paper. I don't see why people have to sign a piece of paper and have a ceremony to be committed to each other.
9. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking: about me!
10. I've come to realize that, I'll always be: impatient, sarcastic, funny, girly, and a hopeless romantic.
11. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on: not telling haha!
12. I've come to realize that, the last time I cried was: probably back in June or July.
13. I've come to realize that, my cell phone is: a neccessity. I love my Blackberry!
14. I've come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning: that I wish I had went to bed earlier the night before.
15. I've come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night I: listen to music.
16. I've come to realize that, right now I am thinking about: how I don't want to finish my presentation and how much I don't want to go to practice.
17. I've come to realize that, babies are: cute, but glad I don't have any right now.
18. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace when: I get on the internet.
19. I've come to realize that, yesterday: was alright.
20. I've come to realize that, tonight I will: finish my presentation and go to choir practice.
21. I've come to realize that, tomorrow I will: go to class from 9am-2pm, skip my last class, and drive to Lexington : )
22. I've come to realize that, I really want to: get a good score on the LSAT, get accepted to UK Law, and move to Lexington.
2. I've come to realize that, I talk: constantly.
3. I've come to realize that, love: doesn't exist.
4. I've come to realize that, I have: only 29 days until I take the LSAT.
5. I've come to realize that, I lost: my motivation.
6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when: things don't go my way, but the majority of the time, they usually do ; ) Other than that, when I have a bad hair day.
7. I've come to realize that, my job is: sucky, but it gives me money.
8. I've come to realize that, Marriage is: scary as hell. Just a piece of paper. I don't see why people have to sign a piece of paper and have a ceremony to be committed to each other.
9. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking: about me!
10. I've come to realize that, I'll always be: impatient, sarcastic, funny, girly, and a hopeless romantic.
11. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on: not telling haha!
12. I've come to realize that, the last time I cried was: probably back in June or July.
13. I've come to realize that, my cell phone is: a neccessity. I love my Blackberry!
14. I've come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning: that I wish I had went to bed earlier the night before.
15. I've come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night I: listen to music.
16. I've come to realize that, right now I am thinking about: how I don't want to finish my presentation and how much I don't want to go to practice.
17. I've come to realize that, babies are: cute, but glad I don't have any right now.
18. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace when: I get on the internet.
19. I've come to realize that, yesterday: was alright.
20. I've come to realize that, tonight I will: finish my presentation and go to choir practice.
21. I've come to realize that, tomorrow I will: go to class from 9am-2pm, skip my last class, and drive to Lexington : )
22. I've come to realize that, I really want to: get a good score on the LSAT, get accepted to UK Law, and move to Lexington.
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